Because the world is full of people who lack the wherewithal to be themselves and who present an image to the outside world that is totally different from what they really feel inside. Well, Sandy, the numbers of your SOUL URGE and outer personality explain why this is so. Your SOUL URGE is the golden key to who you really are and to what's really going on inside you. As its name suggests, it's what motivates you, what drives you forward. It's the "little engine that could" in you - your core, your center, your wishes, desires and interests.
This important numerological tool forms the basis of all your beliefs, your instincts - the good, the bad and all the ones in between - and that inner knowledge of the world and life, all those things you can't articulate but that you know are so. Most times you only become aware after the fact of the impact your Soul Urge has had on critical events in your life, those turning points that you look back on, as we all do, wondering, "What if I'd taken a job because the pay was better, instead of taking one, as I did, because the atmosphere and working conditions suited me?" Well, the answer is: Because your Soul Urge pushed you one way and not the other: you made a choice, yes, but your Soul Urge was exerting a powerful influence on you that you were perhaps only dimly aware of. Now you're going to begin learning how to amplify and harness that awareness, how to put it to work for your own good...and the good of others.
The Soul Urge is also known as the Heart's Desire because it describes what lies within your heart - your attitudes, ambitions, goals and desires. It describes what your true "heart's desire" is-and what truly makes you happy!
Your Soul Urge is calculated by adding the numbers that represent the vowels in your name. The name "Jill Saint James," for example, has a 7 Soul Urge (9 + 1 + 9 + 1 + 5 = 25 = 7). My Soul Urge emphasizes spirituality, analysis, quiet time and questioning!
Another very important factor you'll want to bear in mind is the Soul Urge Challenge. It represents obstacles that should be overcome so that you can get the best and the most out of your Soul Urge's direction. It is calculated by subtracting the first and last vowels of your name. My challenge is a 4 (9(I) - 5(E) = 4), which means that I have to work hard at being organized, practical, patient and methodical.
There's one more thing I'd like to tell you, Sandy: remember that hiding your true feelings usually stems from fear of rejection. Think of how free and good you feel when you KNOW someone - especially a man - loves you unconditionally and that it's OK - not just OK, GREAT! - to be you. Well, you should NEVER deny your Soul Urge, your true feelings. They're your greatest gifts: they were given to you for a purpose. And in the following pages we're going to read and think about what that purpose truly is and what and who you're truly happiest being, and then we're going to find ways to let the more responsive and relaxed side of your nature show, and enjoy the inner peace that comes your way.
A woman endowed with a great deal of foresight and discipline, loads of potential and the ability to achieve great things . . .
If this is what YOU feel when you hear these words, there's a reason - you're under the influence of the 22 Soul Urge.
There's no doubt about it: women with this special Soul Urge are members of a unique group! With all of your power and experience, you can surely obtain almost ANYTHING you want!
This number derives its undeniable power from its status as a Master Number. Master Numbers typically take on aspects of their lesser numbers, but they are more intense. The number 22 tends to take on the characteristics of the Soul Urge 4.
Another source of your strength is the fact that you're an old soul, which means you're able to integrate lessons learned from experiences in past lives into your current life. Your overwhelming desire is to help OTHERS achieve a better life.
You accomplish this through systematic organization. In your mind, goals and objectives are reached one step at a time. Your ability to break down the largest and most impossible-seeming projects into small and logical components makes a very positive impression on your superiors and co-workers.
You also achieve this through a lot of hard and steady work. One of the prime characteristics of the 4 influence is their ability to get to the top through gradual and persistent effort. By no stretch of the imagination could it be said that success falls into your lap (you don't expect it to, in any case), so you'll realize your dreams by progressing from task to task and from objective to objective.
Most women under the 4 or 22 influence are VERY disciplined and logical, and have the ability to accomplish things by being consistently organized and practical-minded. Your primary allegiance is to your home and community; your neighborhood is only one of many venues that could benefit from your influence.
Thanks to your strong 22, the reach of your thought extends beyond personal goals to future developments, thereby affording you a clear view of the larger picture. With your fertile mind and abundant energy, you'll rise to the top of almost ANY area of endeavor (yes, ANY area!), as long as it's one that benefits humanity as a whole.
This may seem like a tall order - but you've definitely got what it takes to rise to this challenge. Yes, of course you can expect some AWESOME responsibilities to be placed on your shoulders! But you DO have the requisite power and energy to achieve those dreams - AND to achieve them on behalf of others.
You also have the wonderful ability to put your past experience to use in your long- and short-term planning. You don't greet challenges with a groan. Instead, you take a deep breath and rummage around in your storehouse of experience, where you invariably find a solution that is likely to be instrumental in surmounting that obstacle.
The 4 influence in your Soul Urge means you're a completely down-to-earth woman who has no time or use for pretention or aloofness. You do, however, respect women who have worked hard to get where they are and aren't ashamed of having done so or who they are.
In order to satisfy your desire to help humanity, you'll be delighted to mentor anyone who works in your field - AS LONG AS THEY APPEAR TO BE AS COMMITTED AS YOU ARE! You have no time or energy to waste on people who are just 'testing the waters' or who are dabbling in your field 'for the fun of it.'
Other people (women in particular) respect you for your dedication to work and family, and for your far-sightedness. In all likelihood you are often honored for your efforts on behalf of your community or organizations that you belong to. But you don't brag about your accomplishments the way so many women do. Instead, you go your modest way, helping others to create a better life.
The combination of the insightful pragmatism of the 4 influence and the far-sighted aspects of the 22 is sure to lead you into some interesting situations. If you use all of your powers to benefit others, you'll be amazed at how much easier your life can be!
No matter what your career choice, one thing is clear- you'll excel at it through perseverance and hard work.
By no stretch of the imagination could you be considered a clock-watcher. You see tasks through to completion, even if it means missing concerts, birthday parties or evenings out on the town!
While the 4 aspect makes you practical and organized at work, the Master Number allows you to be innovative and creative. You could come up with new cost-effectiveness procedures for your business, a new invention or even a whole different way to organize work time at the office.
Many women with a 22 Soul Urge work in such areas as architecture, public transportation, manufacturing or real estate. But these aren't the kind of women who come to work and put in their eight hours. Instead, they end up making a significant contribution to their field or industry through their efforts and strengths.
I also see many public servants with this Soul Urge number. The desire to use their strength to help others at the community, regional state or even national level is quite typical of those under the influence of the Master Number.
Remember: being confined to a 'routine' job is definitely not for you. You need work that presents you with challenges to surmount!
Romance to you isn't candlelit dinners, flowers or soft music: it's loyalty, honesty, integrity and the ability to make the partnership work.
Many men find you attractive because of your strong sense of commitment to an ideal. Marriage is an institution you believe in strongly, and you will work hard to make yours a success. Your dedication to your husband/partner and family is beyond question. Others might envy your husband, because they realize that once you're married, it's for life!
There will, however, be stumbling blocks to get around and hurdles to clear before you'll be able to achieve what your soul most desires. These hindrances will result from flaws in your character that will generate problems you will be forced to tackle if you are to advance towards you goals. You shouldn't let this get you down, though - I mean, we ALL have a few defects in our makeup. If we didn't, we'd all be perfect and wouldn't that be a drag! Now take a look at what you might have to deal with in your quest for happiness......
Your Challenge is a 5. The 5 influence generally stands for freedom and letting go.
This Challenge mandates that you stop being a pack-rat and storing old and outmoded mindsets, objects and other clutter. You also need to learn that change is a phenomenon to be welcomed and embraced, not feared.
Once you've mastered this Challenge, your Soul Urge will lead you to a happier and more harmonious life!